Play a most beautiful song.
Write a most beautiful poem.
Whisper my most beautiful words.
Can’t get it down.
It’s blurry…Love story, blurry.
I don’t have one,
Forgot them all.
Maybe not worth telling anymore.
Smile, no reason to smile.
Laugh, crazy pain.
Fear, my hurt.
Get lost, breathe sorrow.
Drown, tears.
Hide, Dark Walls.
Dying, break them down.
Too Strong, falling.
Dragging the days, thinking through the nights.
Thinking what to think about.
Feel, nothing.
Feel no pain, sad still.
Crowded, Lonely still.
Laughing, mad still.
Faint voices, my mind.
Confusion, I’m lightheaded.
Weak!
Fly, my wings don’t work.
Work!
Eat…sleep…wake…work…
…Eat…sleep…wake…work…
…Eat…think…think…sleep… think…work.
Exhausted, Body beat, soul drained, spirit crushed, chest heavy.
What more…
Play the song, write a poem, whisper the words.