My Love…

I love how I love you…
It’s not painful, it’s not draining….
It’s peaceful and it’s nice and I expect love from you all the time…and you give it to me…you give it back.
And even if…even if it’s not like the movies, it works just fine, and I love it because it’s not disappointing.
You feel content. And maybe I may not get the thrill of intimacy…or drama…or intense passion,
It’s just perfect cos I’m happy…I smile all the time.
It’s a good kind of love and I can feel it…
It may not take me to the depths of the depths but it takes me to exactly where I wanna be…
It’s safe. I love how I love you…

…I love how you look at me…and I can tell that you can’t figure it out…and you can’t tell if I love you back… And I won’t tell you.
I won’t cos I want you to be in the mystery…the mystery of my affection…not knowing what to expect and wondering if you’re ever gonna be good enough.
But the way you love me, it’s like you’re never gonna let me go…and sometimes I’m afraid…that if I let myself out and I let you know how much I love you…
Then maybe you’ll leave…I love how I love you.

It’s without doubt…it’s without fear…it’s under control.
And even if the lust may take me to the depths of my emotions and make me want to go crazy, and believe me, that thrill is priceless…I love this…I love what we have.
I love this so much…cos I know where it’s going…and I only see white…I see happiness…I see hope.
And truth is some people may want that deep passion but I…I want predictable…I want happy,
Because you reach a point in love and realize maybe it’s not worth it…searching and wondering…and wondering if you’re gonna find…
And maybe we’ll grow to love each other more and more to the point where we find the depths of our lust…but for now I enjoy…you’re attention…you’re affection…you’re confusion…about who I am…about this mystery that lies before you.
And you attempt to figure it out…but you’re patient…you’re love is patient…our love is patient.
And it’s gonna wait…and I love that about us. And we’re gonna take it slow…we’re gonna take it a step at a time…take it…a step at a time.
…maybe this will be right…maybe you are the one…cos you don’t rush…and I love you for not rushing…cos I take my time…cos I know you…and that’s what I want for sure.
…and the innocence in your eyes tells me…that you’re being truthful…that you’re being honest…that your intentions are right…I love how I love you.